Thursday, September 2, 2010

broken life

I want so desperately to be love to people. I hate being conditional, I want love to be love and friendships to flow unconditionally. I want judgement to
Be removed from my heart. I would love to look at people in this world and see them as Gods children not filled with my fallen judgements. Love your fellow brothers and sisters as yourself, that is a statement that I have never been able to fully grasp. I am a sinner and God forgives me for being how am, but I have a terrible time accepting that it is almost impossible to fully love people for who they are. You see I am a fixer, someone who can't handle having incomplete or broken things in my life and it drives me crazy when I can't fix those things. I am one of those broken things that I cannot fix and it's driving me crazy. however much I want my life to be fixed and without flaw it is impossible. one area of my life that cannot be changed. I can only pray that God will work in my heart and make me what he originally planned for my life.
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